My Sweet Baby

I think about you every minute of every day now! It's so weird to me that I can already love you so much and I don't even know you yet! I want so much for you!! And, while I'm thinking about you while I cook dinner tonight and that I'm eating these lima beans just for you, I want you to know that I will always, ALWAYS, be there for you no matter what! It makes me upset and can't quite come to grips with it why any parent would not do anything in their power to have the best relationship they can with their own flesh in blood, to be that role model that person in which they look up too, to remember that no matter what is ever said or done, that their child is a peice of them and every minute they dwell on the small things, they are missing out on precious moments that they will never get back! I will never let you feel like you don't matter or what you say isn't important no matter what your age. If you have an opinion or feel a certain way, I want you to know you can always talk to me and we can work out anything because that's how much you mean to me!

I love you my little raspberry, LOL (that's what size you are now!)